i've always loved fantasy settings like earthsea that play with names and the idea of getting names over your life, with different people calling you different things. i feel like that's more reflective of the way the world actually works (especially post-internet) than the fake idea that you just have one name forever
it's so extremely fucked up that we charge people to change their names
it's so extremely fucked up that we expect people to just keep the names they were given as children with absolutely no knowledge of who they'd grow up to be
my stress levels are off the charts lately
Now is the time for white people to stand the fuck up and organize
https://twitter.com/thirdcampisi/status/889365051320160258 oh god this bingo board tweet about "gifted kids" is so fucking me that i'm like, laughing but also like "fuck my life"
made it two hours into the day before bursting into tears
he was a survivor just like me
im still so fucking sad about chester
definitely don't feel like i've recovered from the news yesterday
anyone who makes historically false and deliberately inflammatory statements then screams BEWARE THE TANKIES!!! has at least five pairs of stained underwear they refuse to thow out i fucking guarantee it
i honestly can't listen to LP at all for the next few days or i'll burst into tears
please take care of each other.
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im sleepy
https://instaud.io/16I6 I CANT STOP LAUGHING ABOUT THIS BONUS TRACK I MIXED AT 3 IN THE MORNING FOR MY BAND #mastoaudio
Brain Hater 420
released some aggressive new music last night, captured from my/our live show in tacoma on the 10th. eclectic mixtures of free jazz and extreme metal, starts with me solo and then my band Bog Sirens (2-piece)
https://ixrillia.bandcamp.com/album/ixrillia-bog-sirens-live-split
*imagines the alternate universe where i dont have bpd* oh wowwwww wow im so ceaselessly productive and all of my personal relationships are healthy and properly managed and people trust me this is great wooowwww
my sleep schedule is absolute hell wyd